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April 26th, 2006
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I haven't written in this thing in forever...but I just have soo much on my mind hmm when I woke up this morning i felt like it was going to be a goooood day but to my suprise almost everythin that could go wrong went wrong! And then I started thinkin when are things going to get better and how are things goin to end up and why do I feel this way and why are people the way they are and why am i crying and what happens in 32 days and how much are things going to change and does he really know what love is and do i really know what love is and am i ready for what is to come and what am i supposed to be doing with my self and am i running out of time and am i doing everything i need to and i want to be a better person and are my parents proud of me ahhh there is alot more
i dont even know what to write now...oh well bye
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[Saturday
November 26th, 2005
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WEll I just got home from work... I ate and now I think im going to go to bed pretty pathetic huh lol
I dont know why
and I cant explain it
but I havnt been this happy
in a very long time =)
its like everything is going
just like it should!
good nite everyone xoxo
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[Wednesday
November 16th, 2005
8:02pm] |
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I slept another three hours today after school but hey whats new...I dont have really anything to say but this...
200 miles away from home. 200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all, at all. You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, my lungs. You demand to be chased for your love. My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long. But you don't care at all. There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me. Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again? I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you. I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow. Please be home tonight. I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right. I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here. What would it take for me to be with you? I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed. Please be impressed. I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, at all. Hopeless love, please leave me. This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long. Why don't you care at all? I'm dying for a place in your heart. Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again? I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you. I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow. Please be home tonight. I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right. I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here. Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me? This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight. And now I regret the day we met. And help me forget your name.
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[Tuesday
November 15th, 2005
10:34pm] |
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Today was a good day...until fifth period when I realized what day it was. I don't know why but it really got to me!! So I got home from school and took a freakin long nap it felt good seeing that I am soo sore from our five and a half hour practice yesterday! I think I'm starting to get the way I used to be around september...wake up go to school not eat very much get home go to sleep wake up like at seven get online watch tv then sleep some more...I don't even know if thats a good thing well I guess I do know what it means ::SIGH:: I guess its just cuz the holidays are coming up and I concluded that I hate christmas and I never want it to come!! I dont even want thanksgiving to come cuz that just means here comes X-mas =( FREAK what is wrong with me!?!?!?!?!
I just can't wait to get out of here everything would be sooo much better!
Comment make me smile...make me get everything off my mind please!
LOVE the one and only BENAY!!
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[Sunday
November 13th, 2005
9:42pm] |
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Well...
I was talking to my parents today and it is final I'm leaving after high school!! I don't care where I go I just really need to get out of here... these four years have been chaotic, I mean a person can only take so much of the rumors the gossip and the lies. I'm so ready to start a new life. Even if I go alone and don't know anyone I'm fine with it. I think it might even be better for me I'll be more focused, and right now if I can't have what I want then I'm just better off alone...
I'm glad that you can forgive, i'm only hoping as time goes on, you can forget....
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[Monday
October 31st, 2005
9:56pm] |
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Happy Feakin Halloween!! =)
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005
11:42pm] |
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HELLO EVERY ONE!!!!
Well I havn't updated in a while cuz its all about my space now lol...well neways
hummm....well today was pretty chillin I woke up at freakin six cuZ some dumb ass called me to ask me why I didnt go to his party guurrr It took me forever to fall asleep!!!
Then I got up and went to church like a good lil girl!! O=)
After that I went to go eat at the best mexican restaurant in ELP La Casita!! Yumm
Then I went to go pick up amber so we could go get our costumes....I think they are cute u all will see them tom =) be prepared to drule haha!
sooo then...I went home and feel asleep cuz I wasnt feeling to good ( But i feel soooo much better now =)
Then I woke up all scared thinking it was like seven when it was really six i really need to change my clock ha...so I got ready and then picked up amber again and we headed out to the WESTSIDE!!! =) sooo yeah we got there and we went to go get some pizza cuz me being the fat ass I am I had to have my hourly fix of food ha then to block buster and rented a couple of movies!!! Then back to tony's apartment...so we were watchin a movie and some boy calls me on my cellular device and says he was out side and I got a big smile and got all freakin shy...(jackie was making fun of me it was cute)...yeah soo then I met him out side and we sat on the couch (with his cute lil wet hands lol) and watched a movie!!
THE END!!
good nite =)
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| THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SUCKED BALLS!! |
[Monday
August 8th, 2005
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i had nothing better to do...i didnt have that great of a day...:( Please comment say anything even if you dont put who u are...just do it okay!
1) Starting time: 9:25
2) Name: Benay Baray
3) Nicknames: Benji, Baday, Bengay, Benny Striperella
4) Name Spelled Backwards: Yaneb
5) Home town: Hell Paso
6) Grade: Senior HELL YES!! 7) Birthday: 7-3-88
8) Age: 17
9) School: Eastwood
10) Hair Color: Brown
11) Eyes: brown
12) Height: like 5'5
13) Siblings: 1 sister
14) Gender: female
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15) Been so drunk you blacked out: ha ha yeah twice
16) Missed school because it was raining: no but maybe next year cuz its going to be so slacker!
17) Set any part of your body on fire for amusement: ha ha no but I like lighting other things for amusement
18) Kept a secret from everyone: Yes I’m pretty good at keeping secrets
19) Had an imaginary friend: I don’t think I did
20) Wanted to hook up with a friend: like a guy friend...umm yeah…
21) Cried during a flick: once or twice
22) Ever liked a teacher: nope never had a hot one ha
23) Ever thought an animated character is hot: lol yeah Simba from the lion king and Eric from the lil Mermaid ha ha just like amber 24) Ever prank called someone: lol haha duh…”your going to be a Deeedddy” LMAO good times
25) Been on stage: yup its my job ha ha jk but for real I have for cheer and pageants and other performances
26) Fought with your parents: all the time
27) Wished upon a star: Every night
28) Laughed until you cried: Who hasn’t
29) Watched a sunrise/sunset: yes…::SIGH::
30) Went to a beach at night: ahhh yes with my lil Amber :)
31) Been mean: only if u piss me off
32) Been sarcastic: yes...haha I love to see people get frustrated
33) Are you happy: At this moment in my life…not really
34) Are you talking to someone online: nope
---Favorites---
35) Shampoo: Brilliant Brunette
36) Soap: Bath and body works Cucumber
37) Colors: Red, Green, Pink, Aqua, gray
38) Day/Night: I like both…I like to tan and I like to party!!
39) Kinda Music: I love everything
40) Fav. Soda: Dr. Pepper
41) Fav. Drink: Pina Colada
42) Fav. Car: I don’t know but I know I want a hardcore truck
43) Fav. Perfume or Cologne? Agua de Gio n Fierce all the way...but for me Ralph
44) Fav, Radio Station: 99.9 aww….that has to be the best
45) Fav. Website: www.myspace.com
46) Fav. Subject in school: CHEER
47) Least Fav. MATH
48) Fav. Sport: Cheerleading basketball and football
49) Fav. Video Game: Old school Mario
50) Fav. Band: Jupiter Sunrise
51) Fav. Food: Chinese
52) Fav. Movies: The Notebook and all the Adam Sandler movies
53) Fav. Place: Our Spot…. :(
54) Fav. Holiday: Christmas…(that’s where it all began)
55) Lace or Satin: Lace
56) Fav. Place to Chill: Madisons :)
57) Fav. Ice Cream: Every Kind made
58) Fav. Cartoon Character: the Fairly Odd Parents
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59) Have a bf/gf: not anymore
60) Loved Anyone: yes I have
61) Who's the Loudest: Well when Amber filled this out she said me :)
62) Shyest: Elise
63) Nicest: Elise lol
64) Funniest: all my friends have their funny moments
65) Craziest: Loren and Jackie
66) Who do you go to for advice: Amber, Sahara
67) Who do you cry with: Amber…and well that nvm
68) Which friend lives the farthest from you: Nichol
85) Hows the weather right now: Well does it count if there is a cloud over my head that follows me where ever I go…? :(
86) What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten: Spam and Frosting (church Frear Factor)
87)How do you eat your oreos? normal lol
88) Are you too shy to ask a girl/guy out: yeah…he has to ask me or call me FIRST!!
89) If you could change your name, what would it be?: I don’t know but I would want something sexy
90) What will your first son's name be:…hummm who knows
91) What would your daughters name be:....Autumn or Summer
92) Do you like scary or happy movies: both
93) Do you like talking to people on the phone or in person: both
94) Lust or Love: L-O-V-E
95) Do you consider cheerleading a sport: That shouldn’t even be a ? everyone should think it is BITCHES
96) Boxers or Briefs: boxer briefs
97) Bacon bits or Croutons: croutons
98) How long can you hold your breath: I donno let see…1..2..3..4….
99) Walking or running: Running
100) Disney World or Disney Land: WORLD
101) Do you do drugs: NOOOOO
102) Have you ever been skinny dipping: lol yes
103) Do you make fun of people: sometimes
104) Have you ever been convicted of a crime: no just lies…:(
105) One pillow or two: one
106) Pets: BB (dog) Bamber(bunny) Buttons(turtle)
107) Piercings or Tattoo's: piercings
108) What's your bedtime: Whenever I want
109 Adidas, Nike, or Reebok: Nike...n Reebok cheer shoes all the way RIGHT AMBER?!
110) Most embarassing moment: ummm….when I was Called Bean Baray on live tv.
111) Do you attend church regularly: yes
110) do you look for in the opposite sex: Cute, funny, smart, and other things
113) Fav. Quote: “I can’t wait to sleep so I can dream of u in my arms again…”
114) Can you swim: yeah Doggy Paddle
115) Do you like to swim: yup
116) Do you have an accent: I don’t but someone said she like the way I talked the other day she made me smile
117) Do you have a job: Sometimes at La Casita
118) Do you prefer pools or oceans: Pools but Oceans are Beautiful
120) What's better boys or girls: BOYS
121) Do you sing in the shower: lol yes
122) Who's the best looking person: I would say Brad Pit...but then again hummm
123) The best way to die: in the one u loves arms…:(
124) When do you want to die: hopefully really old…but not to the point were I’m suffering
125) Have you ever called a 900 number: ummm…nope but I pressed the emergency button on my house alarm ha ha oops at least now I know it works
127) Would you ever go bungee jumping: maybe
128) Would you rather be short, tall, or semi-tall: Either Tall or short but not average… that sucks cuz that’s what I am
129) Do you enjoy reading: No I hate it
130) Which Winnie the Pooh character is your fav.: eeyore
131) What was the last movie you watched: Clueless
132) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes…a pink care bare
133) Do you think you're attractive: I don’t think Im Ugly
134) What is your sign: Cancer
135) Are you happy with it? NO
136) What is your biggest fear: Never Finding that one Special person
137) What movie do you really wanna see: Mr. and Mrs. Smith
138) Who is the least attractive person you know: ummm…I donno
139) Optimist or Pessimist: ??
140) Would you ever have cosmetic surgery: maybe
141) Do you like to dance: LOOOOVE IT
142) What do you think of people who drink: dont care
144) Better to cry or laugh: BOTH
145) Do you think men and women can ever be just friends: yes
146) Do you bite your nails: nope
147) What's your worst habit: I bet I have alot
148) Did you ever cry over someone of the opposite sex: ya…I don’t even want to think about it….
149) Who in your life is your biggest role model: i dunno
150) Who was your first crush: This guy Jared from like 1st grade ha
153) Your bestest best friends: AMBER!!! :)
154) Time done: 10:38
*****ALL ABOUT YOU*****
Least favorite color: Purple Least favorite food: spinach
Favorite number: 7
Least favorite number: hmmm
Favorite month of the year: july
Least favorite month of the year: August
Favorite holiday: christmas
Least favorite holiday: Valentine's Day
Favorite animal: Dogs i guess
Least favorite animal: hyenas
Favorite TV show on or off the air: OC
Least favorite TV show on or off the air: i dunno
Favorite Disney movie: The Lion King
Least favorite Disney movie: not sure
*****THIS OR THAT*****
wheat bread or white bread? wheat
long car trip-driving or riding? driving
cake or pie? pie
house shoes or barefoot? barefoot
zoo or aquarium? zoo
waffles or pancakes? waffles
breakfast or brunch? brunch
cheap or expensive? expensive lol
camping or staying in a hotel? both
Shrek or Shrek 2? Shrek
spiders or snakes? Snakes
math or science? science
preps or punks? don't care
dolls or hotwheels? dolls lol
soap operas or talk shows? both
body wash or bar soap? body wash
walk or drive? drive
talk on the phone or IM? phone
Sesame Street or Barney? Barney
shampoo+conditioner (2 in 1) or separate conditioner? seperate police officer or firefighter? firefighters
black or white? white
watching sports or watching the news? sports
sleeping naked or pajamas? half
pizza or tacos? pizza
car or truck/SUV? truck
pringles or lays stacks? pringles
regular gas or premium? reg.
rap or country? country
reading or writing? writing
*****HAVE YOU EVER?*****
Cheated on a test? Yeah
Copied someone else's homework? yup
Smashed a pumpkin? no
Held a tarantula? Oh no no no no no
Wet your bed since you were a kid? no lol
Climbed a rock wall? yah
Vandalized something? lol
Been arrested? nope
Smoked pot? Even if I did I don’t think I would say
Stolen from your parents? No…just some change my dad had in his desk I don’t even think he knows its gone
Had a crush on someone over 10 years older than you? haha yah
Drank a beer? yup
Ate a tequila worm? nope
Danced in the rain? Awww…yes good times :)
Had your house catch on fire? no
Stolen something at work? nope
Had sex in a public place? no
Witnessed a child birth other than your own? no but id love to
Watched the same movie twice in one day? yup
Ran in a marathon? no
Gotten so drunk you threw up and didn't make it to a toilet? Yeah ha ha
Met a celebrity? Yes :)
Had chicken pox? yes
Had strep throat? nope
Had measles? nope
Had scarlet fever? nope
Had mumps? no
Had mono? no
Had lice? no
Dyed your hair an un-natural color? No I have virgin hair
Dressed goth? no
Worn a chain wallet? no
Gone snowboarding? no but i want to real bad
Gotten a bullseye (darts)? YES!
Bailed someone out of jail? no
Fainted? Lol haha “what would u do if I fainted right here” lol yeah I have
Been the "new kid"? yeah I hated it I cryed lol
Called 9-1-1? no
Had an enemy? yes
Eaten sardines? no
Riden a motorcycle? gotten a ride but not ride it myself
Swam with dolphins? Nope but that would be sooo cool
Swam with a shark? Noo!!
Been stung by a jellyfish? No but I stepped on a sea erchant once (how ever u spell it)
Been pooped on by a bird? yes right on my hand
Given the hiemlich manuever? for practice
Recieved the hiemlich manuever? no
Been in an earthquake? no
Been in a tornado? kinda
Been in a hurricane? no
Been injured in one of the above? no
*****ARE****
Funny? I wish I was
Shy? I can be
Outgoing? U tell me
Nice? I like to think so
Talkative? yah ur lucky if u can get me to shutup
Stubborn? Ha hell yes
Worrier? yeah
Modest? ya
A risk taker? most of the time
Moody? Lol yeah
Weird? Oh yeah
Dorky? veryyes
A hypochondriac? wow i needa work on my vocabulary
Arrogant? nah
Ditzy? most of the time
Materialistic? I can be Religious? Kinda
Intelligent? sometimes
Sex crazed? nope
Lazy? ya
Athletic? Enough
Competitive? YES!
Sore loser? I can be ha
Sore winner? no
Unique? everyone is
*****CHILDHOOD FUN*****
*Were you a childhood fan of...
The Spice Girls? My neighbors were
Rainbow Brite? ya
Chutes and Ladders? yup still have it
Candy Land? that one too
Calvin and Hobbs? No clue??
Beevis and Butthead? Lol yeah
Strawberry Shortcake? Hell yes
Garbage Pail Kids? Umm…?
Cabbage Patch Kids? yes
Power Rangers? Lol yah
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles? Aww…loved them
Care Bears? the best show ever
Wuzzles? Huh?
Popples? No clue???
Goosebumps? Yes but I would get all scared ha ha what a pussy
Pokemon?lol yeah I had the cards and everything
Shel Silverstein? yuppers
Littlest Pet Shop? say what?
Star Wars? kinda
Pee Wees Playhouse? yes
Peanuts? Yes :)
Lassie? Nope Jem and the Holograms? nope
He-Man? huh?
She-Ra? lmao?
Cricket Dolls: and that is…
Teddy Ruxpin? Aww….yes I still have the bear
Magic Nursery Babies? yes
Huggabunch? ??
X-Men? Not really
Pogs? yah i had notebooks full of them
Smurfs? Yup
Lambchops Play Along? loved it!
Hey Dude? yuppers
You Can't Do That on Television? ??
Mr. Wizard? ??
Pete and Pete? yeah
Are You Afraid of the Dark? Lol yes
Hacky-sack? no
Transformers? no
Pogo-sticks? ??
Tickle Me Elmo? lol yes so funny
Furby? Aww…I loved coco
The Last...
x. movie you rented : closer I think
x. movie you bought : The Sweetest thing oh wait it was a gift
x. song you listened to : Mariah Carey-we belong together
x. song you had stuck in your head : I’m NOT OKAY!!!!
x. song you've downloaded : I don’t know….
x. person you've called : Amber…she didn’t answer
x. person that called you : Madison
x. person you talked to online: no one today
x. time you dyed your hair: never….
x. time you took pictures: today at 8
x. tv show you've watched: Laguna Beach
x. person you were thinking of : I think that’s a given...and I hope he knows its him :(
End Time: 10:07
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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
12:38am] |
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Today was an ok day :( I just know now I have alot of things to think about...but I know in the end it will all turn out for the best! On friday all the girls stayed the night at Elise's house it was so much fun Amber Jackie Loren and I didnt sleep all night it was so much fun!! (But we were missing Madison and Margy haha)Here are some pics of friday night!
Here are the girls swimming you can kinda see them...
Here are the party poopers of the group they slept through all the fun JESSICA and ELISE!! Don't they look like angels!
 
Jackie and Amber with their hair did!! :)
 
Jackie and Amber with their hair down...
 
Jackie Amber Me and Loren!! :) look at those sexy bags under our eyes!! ha
OMG and look MItch got me a turtle last week its name is Buttons!! :)
THE END!!!!
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[Wednesday
June 15th, 2005
12:26am] |
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XOXOXO...Happy 5 months MITCH!...XOXOXO
Our day of celebration!!...
We went to Bennigans and we got a Free Salad or Sandwich card :) YAY! And there i am being a dork! Don't I look HAPPY! :)
 
Here we are on Sunday :) after Church
This is my fav. Pic of all time!! Arn't we just the CUTEST COUPLE!! ;)
I love you Mitch!! HAPPY 5 months AGAIN!! MUAH to you love!!
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[Wednesday
June 8th, 2005
6:46pm] |
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This summer has been bad ass and its only the beginning!! :) Heres some pics of a great start of a SENIOR YEAR...
Manny's Beach Club (rocky Point)...need I say more
Our first night out in Rocky Point
Emily, Val, Me, and Amber in the taxi on our way to manny's
getting our groove on!
getting are salt n lemons ready...those aren't JUST waterbottles ;)...
taking it...
all done! haha our faces
Me n the comadre!
taking a late night walk on the beach...
JARED'S!!
all the girls!
Amber & Elise
LIL GIRL CAMP!
sexy Amber "In The Jungle"
ME! "I Love Rock n' Roll"
LMAO! Amber n her guitar...ROCK ON!
AAAAHAHAHA EWWWW...one cheek's bigger than the other lmao!
Good times! And fun in the sun!! :) In a summer that has just begun!
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[Sunday
May 15th, 2005
9:20am] |
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I wanna grow old with you- the wedding singer (our song) |
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Happy Four Months BABE!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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[Saturday
May 14th, 2005
12:48pm] |
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Me and mitch wiht our new hair cuts :)
And here are some pictures from prom!!
The beggining of night
All the girls in the limo :) good times!!
No Pictures PLEASE!!
Me and The QUEEN!!
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[Thursday
April 28th, 2005
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Have u ever been to the dentist and they start drilling before you were even numb? Well that happened to me on Tuesday I was all squirming and he wouldn’t stop tell I was trying to tell him something while my mouth was wide open…so then he puts more Novocain but it still wasn’t enough but oh well I lived!! Ha my appointment was like at 1:30 and I missed like all of school except 7th cuz I had a stupid lab in chem. I’m such a lazy ass!! :)!!! Any ways I had another appointment on Wednesday it was at 8 that was pretty gay…then I went to 2nd we never do anything in that class I don’t know why I even went back oh that’s right my mom made me!!! Boo…so its after 5th now and me and Mitch are standing by the windows in 3rd hall and he tries putting my gum in my mouth and he misses and it falls in my hair, and before I could get it out it quickly seeps into my hair and is like a knot of gooey goo! :O I was in total shock I mean come on what would u do if was all over a chunk of your hair and it wasn’t low enough to the point that you could just cut it off and every thing would be all hunky dory… so I call my mom and she wasn’t much help in that dilemma so Mitch was like here I’ll take you home so you can try to get it out…but then we see frank in the parking lot and we go to his house…so were there and his mom is trying everything first baby oil, then ice, and then peanut butter which work hella good and it was all gone after thirty mins of tug and pull! (I’m so glad I didn’t have to cut it I would be all bald in one spot haha) So a Special thanks to Franks mom!!! Well I didn’t let u all know that I have a six and during all that drama I was missing class…so umm yeah my parents weren’t to happy with me but I mean come one it was my hair!!! Neways the school just called me saying that I have DETENTION!!! WTH what for I didn’t do anything wrong I think they have the wrong KID!!! And I know for a fact that it wasn’t cuz yesterday cuz my mom called me in about that incident!! WHATEVA!! Ok so I was at gymnastics yesterday and I hurt my hand again I mean it’s not bad I’ll live but it has a bruise and it’s swollen… that would suck if I broke it again ahaha boo to that!! So as for today it was a pretty chillin day nothing bad happened (I did get a surprise in my English book that was so special!! it made me smile a mile wide)…I hope I didn’t miss anything about this week and for those who actually read all of this I love U!!!! And u better comment even if u don’t have anything to say about my week!!!
OOOHHH and I think it is so cute how some girls misunderstood and thought they were the cool people that we were talking about hah ha ha!!
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[Saturday
April 23rd, 2005
12:30am] |
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No music just the sound of my tears :'( |
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Well I said forget the drama but that didn't seem to happen...tonight was unexpected, but whatever its just life...
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| that was so YESTERDAY! |
[Friday
April 22nd, 2005
7:19pm] |
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So over it!! :) |
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Get this Party Started |
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Lets all just forget the drama and have fun tonight!! :)
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| Leave me one Bitoch!! |
[Wednesday
April 13th, 2005
2:58pm] |
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California Here I COME!!!! :) |
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Well I'm leaving I'm going to be in Cali for 5 days but don't miss me to much!! :) So leave me a comment anything u want something that will make me smile when I get back!! (lol go ahead tell me how much u miss me!! lol Tell me anything) do it do it go go go!!!
Oh and I just want to say Happy Birthday Bubba I know its tom but i'm not going to b here!!!
Me and My lover AMBER (dont we look like hardcore trooperettes!!! :) I just thought I would put those random pic :)
good times good times!! :)
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| DO IT !!! |
[Monday
April 11th, 2005
10:54pm] |
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jo jo- Get OUT!!!!! |
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I am so bored give me sumthing to read!!! DO IT NOW!!!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Lips:
Smile:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Family:
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Lie to make me feel better?:
Spread rumors about me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Loan me some cash?:
Cook Me Dinner?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
Take me for ice cream if I was sad?:
Watch a movie with me
FA-STOCK MAY 6TH !!!B THUR OR B LEFT OUT
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| Gizmo and BB!! |
[Sunday
April 10th, 2005
10:18pm] |
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Well this weekend was a bit of a drag!! But what can I say I got sum cool shades!! ;) ha ha Neways one of my dads friends gave us a dog, and he claimed that it was a full breed Shih-Tzu but after we gave him a hair cut under all of his fur he turned out to be a Cocker Spaniel. So umm that sucked cuz now we have to get him fixed or find him a new home so he wont knock up poor BB! And now we still need to find a boyfriend for BB & wow she has been having bad luck non of these pups are good enough!! ha
***please call or comment if u know of any one who has a full breed male Shih-Tzu and wants to breed it!!!**** or if they want a Cocker Spaniel (named GIZMO) THANKS!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANNING!!!
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| A BAD SATURDAY... |
[Saturday
March 26th, 2005
6:20pm] |
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Usher!!!! Confessions |
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Well guys it's mitch once again updating for my pretty little princess because she's in Riudoso all by herself having a bad day. And just to let u all know yup it's my fault that she s having a bad day because I backed out of going with her last minute cuz i had to babysit my bro or because i was "sick" hahaha, what can i say first time... Well anyways things aren't going to good for her and it makes me feel sad. I hope that things start going ur way pretty soon BABE so u can b happy cuz that s what it s all about isn t it :-). Well Benji, i'm impatiently waiting for u to come and nurture my sickness cuz only ur touch can help me now...testify!!!!!! well till than by love and im waiting!!!
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